Friday, January 16, 2026

Warriors and Survivors - 248

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 248



I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have worked in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 




This week, I want to share the story of Ali, an eight year old boy whose life has been suddenly interrupted by illness. Ali comes from a middle class family and lives with his parents and two younger brothers. His days used to be filled with school, small arguments over toys, and the kind of laughter that echoes in every corner of a home. But everything changed the day the doctors gave his family the news: “Ali had leukemia.”

The moment they heard it, it was too heavy to carry. His mother, who had always been the heart of the home, clutched her scarf so tightly that her fingers turned white. Her eyes, wide and unblinking, filled with tears she could not hold back. “Leukemia,” the doctor said, and for her, the word had no meaning at first only a wave of shock, fear, and helplessness. Ali’s father sat silently, jaw tight, as if trying to hold back an overwhelming tide of panic. Their younger children, sensing something was wrong but not understanding what, looked on with confusion and worry.

For Ali, the word “cancer” didn’t make sense. He noticed that his parents were quiet in a way they had never been before. He noticed the tiredness in his mother’s eyes, the worry in his father’s face. He didn’t yet understand that his frequent bruises and nosebleeds were part of something much bigger. All he knew was that something had changed, and he could feel it in the way his parents looked at him, their hands trembling as they held his.

The days after the diagnosis were heavy. Hospital visits began in quick succession blood tests, bone marrow biopsies, chemotherapy consultations. Ali’s mother moved like a shadow through their home, exhausted, her eyes red from crying quietly when no one was watching. Nights were the hardest. She would sit beside Ali’s bed, brushing his hair back, whispering softly, “It’s going to be okay,” even though she wasn’t sure if it would be. Ali, sensing her worry, would squeeze her hand tightly, offering his own small reassurance in return.

Ali’s younger brothers felt the weight of the illness too, even if they could not yet understand it. They missed the carefree days when Ali’s presence meant laughter and games, not hospital visits and whispered fears. Sometimes, they would peek into his hospital room, and just watching him lie there, pale and quiet, seemed enough to make the world feel heavier.

What struck me about Ali’s family is there were only quiet moments of small courage, tiny hope. A hug after a particularly difficult day, a bedtime story read despite the exhaustion these were the threads that held them together.

The hospital staff became part of their lives, helping them navigate the frightening and unfamiliar world of pediatric cancer. Nurses would gently hold Ali’s hand during blood draws; doctors patiently explained each step of treatment. Social workers tried to ease the emotional load on a family suddenly burdened with fear, uncertainty, and financial strain. Still, despite the care, there was no denying the profound pain of watching a child suffer.

Ali’s story is about ordinary people facing an extraordinary situation. It is about a mother who cries quietly in the night, a father who wrestles with feelings of helplessness, and siblings trying to hold onto some sense of normalcy. It is about living with uncertainty every day and still trying to go through it.  

Even in the midst of hardship, hope persists in the smallest ways. Ali smiles when he sees his favorite cartoon, laughs quietly when his younger brothers climb into bed with him, and grips his mother’s hand during hospital procedures. Ali’s journey has just begun, and the road ahead is uncertain. But his story is a reminder of what childhood cancer truly looks like, the quiet struggles, the subtle victories, and the faint lights of hope that families cling to when the world feels impossibly heavy.

For every parent, sibling, or caregiver reading this, Ali’s story reflects human resilience in its quietest form. It is about showing up, even when you are afraid, even when you feel powerless, and finding strength in the small, ordinary ways we care for the ones we love.

Prayers for Ali and all the sick children and their families who have to face this pain of cancer. May Allah make it easy for them. Aameen


Note: “The child’s name has been changed to protect privacy, and the accompanying image is AI-generated.”


Friday, January 9, 2026

Warriors and Survivors - 247

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 247



I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have worked in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 






Three Year Old Rayan and the Weight of Words No Parent Is Ready to Carry

Rayan is three years old.

At an age when his world should revolve around toy cars, bedtime stories, and the comfort of his parents’ arms, Rayan now spends his days inside the walls of a children’s hospital. The beeping of monitors has replaced the laughter of playgrounds. Needles, masks, and unfamiliar faces have become part of his routine. Just weeks ago, Rayan was diagnosed with leukemia.

For most people, the word cancer is heavy. For parents, it is devastating. For the parents of a three-year-old child, it is unbearable.

Rayan comes from a middle class family one of millions who work hard, live modestly, and stretch every rupee carefully. His parents are educated. They read. They ask questions. They try to understand. And yet, despite their education, they are drowning in a sea of medical terminology that feels impossible to navigate.

“Acute,” “malignancy,” “bone marrow,” “chemotherapy,” “remission,” “relapse.”

These are not just words. They are loaded with fear, uncertainty, and trauma. They arrive abruptly, spoken in calm clinical tones that contrast sharply with the chaos they unleash inside a parent’s heart. Education does not shield you from fear when the diagnosis concerns your child. Literacy does not soften the blow of hearing that your baby’s life now depends on test results, response curves, and survival statistics.

Rayan’s parents sit across from doctors, nodding as explanations unfold, trying desperately to absorb information while their minds scream the same question again and again: Will our child survive?

There is a unique cruelty in pediatric cancer. Children do not understand why they hurt. They do not know why they are confined to hospital rooms or why their parents cry quietly when they think no one is watching. Rayan does not know what leukemia is. He only knows that his parents are anxious, that strangers poke him with needles, and that home feels far away.

And yet, amid all this, Rayan smiles.

He smiles at nurses who call him brave. He smiles when his parents read him stories from worn-out books they brought from home. He smiles even when his body is tired because children, in their innocence, often show resilience that adults struggle to comprehend.

For his parents, however, resilience comes at a cost.

They worry constantly not only about Rayan’s health, but about finances, time off work, transportation, and the invisible bills that accumulate silently. Middle class families often fall into a painful gap, earning too much to qualify for extensive assistance, yet not enough to absorb prolonged medical expenses without strain. Every decision becomes layered with stress, guilt, and fear.

But beyond finances, the emotional burden is the heaviest.

Cancer steals certainty. It robs parents of the ability to plan, to imagine birthdays, school days, and futures without hesitation. Life becomes divided into cycles of treatment, lab results, and waiting. Endless waiting.

What makes this journey even harder is how isolating it can feel. Friends and family want to help but often don’t know how. Conversations become awkward. Words feel inadequate. Some people disappear not out of cruelty, but because they don’t know how to face such pain.

And so Rayan’s parents learn to carry this quietly. They learn a new language they never asked to speak. They learn how to be strong while feeling shattered inside. They learn how to advocate for their child in a system that can feel overwhelming even to the most prepared.

Rayan’s story is not unique but that does not make it any less important.

It reminds us that behind every diagnosis is a family struggling to understand, to cope, and to survive emotionally alongside their child. It reminds us that cancer is not just a medical condition; it is a deeply human experience that affects entire families, especially the smallest and most vulnerable among us.

Rayan is three years old. He is not a case number or a diagnosis. He is a child who deserves compassion, gentleness, and hope.

And his parents deserve support not just medically, but emotionally and socially as they walk this path they never chose.

If nothing else, let Rayan’s story remind us to be kinder, more patient, and more present. Because sometimes, the greatest help we can offer is simply to acknowledge the weight others are carrying and to stand with them in it.

Prayers for Ryan and all the sick children and their families who have to face this pain of cancer. May Allah make it easy for them. Aameen


Note: “The child’s name has been changed to protect privacy, and the accompanying image is AI-generated.”


Friday, January 2, 2026

Warriors and Survivors - 246

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 246



I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have worked in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 




Arfa is six years old, an age that usually belongs to scraped knees, half finished coloring books, and loud disagreements over whose turn it is to sit by the window. Until recently, her world looked exactly like that. She lives in Sialkot with her parents and two younger brothers, in a home that was full in the ordinary way school bags by the door, small shoes scattered without pattern, and the soft noise of daily life continuing without much thought.

The first signs that something was wrong did not arrive all at once. They came quietly, in ways that were easy to explain away. Arfa began to feel tired more often. She would sit down during playtime, resting her head against her mother’s arm, asking to be carried even on short walks. There were fevers that came and went, not high enough to alarm, but frequent enough to leave her parents uneasy. Bruises appeared on her arms and legs, darker than expected, lingering longer than they should have. Her appetite faded, and the brightness that once followed her through the house dulled slightly, like a light turned down rather than off.



At first, everyone thought it was a phase. A seasonal illness. The strain of school. In families, especially those raising young children, reassurance often feels more practical than worry. But as days passed, Arfa’s fatigue deepened. She slept more and spoke less. When she complained of bone pain, especially in her legs, her mother felt a quiet fear that did not yet have words.

The hospital visit was meant to bring relief. Tests, the family believed, would give a simple explanation and a simple treatment. Instead, the diagnosis arrived with unfamiliar terms and measured voices: B-cell leukemia. For Arfa, the words meant nothing. She focused on the cold stethoscope and the nurse who smiled kindly. For her parents, those words split time into a before and an after.

Shock does not always look dramatic. In Arfa’s family, it looked like silence. Her father asked the doctor to repeat himself, not because he didn’t hear, but because hearing again felt like delaying the truth. Her mother nodded through explanations she barely absorbed, her thoughts fixed on one impossible question: how could something so serious be living inside a child who still asked for bedtime stories?

Telling the rest of the family was harder than hearing it the first time. Grandparents sat quietly, hands folded, as if movement might disturb the fragile balance of the moment. Arfa’s younger brothers sensed the change without understanding it. They noticed whispered conversations, the sudden seriousness of adults, the way their sister was watched more closely now. They asked why she was going to the hospital so often and why their parents looked quiet.

Grief entered the household not as loud crying, but as small losses accumulating day by day. The loss of routine. The loss of certainty. The loss of a future that had once seemed predictable. School mornings were replaced with hospital corridors. Playdates were postponed indefinitely. Conversations shifted from plans and celebrations to test results and treatment schedules.

Fear of the future settled in quietly. It appeared in the long pauses after doctors’ visits, in the careful budgeting of emotions as much as finances, and in the way Arfa’s parents began to measure time differently, not in months or years, but in cycles of treatment and next appointments. They feared pain they could not prevent, questions they could not yet answer, and outcomes they could not control.

And yet, life did not stop completely. Arfa still laughed at silly jokes. She still argued gently with her brothers over toys. Sometimes, in the middle of it all, she asked simple questions like when she could go back to school, whether her hair would grow again, if she could still wear her favorite dress. These moments did not erase the fear, but they softened it, reminding everyone that illness had entered her life, not replaced it.

Arfa’s story is not uncommon. It is a story of a family learning to live with uncertainty, of ordinary days reshaped by an unexpected diagnosis. It is about quiet resilience found in routine care, in holding hands during blood tests, and in believing gently, carefully that tomorrow is still worth imagining, even when it looks different than before.

Prayers for Arfa and all the sick children and their families who have to face this pain of cancer. May Allah make it easy for them. Aameen


Friday, December 26, 2025

Warriors and Survivors - 245

 Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 245



I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have worked in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 




Waqar’s Story: A Childhood Measured in Transfusions, Not Time

Waqar is ten years old. When he laughs quietly, sometimes shyly, you might not guess what lies beneath the surface of that smile. You wouldn’t know, at first glance, that his life has been woven through hospital corridors, needles, and blood bags since infancy; that every two to three weeks he sits in a chair while nurses gently insert a needle into his veins to give him life-saving blood. His is not a story of heroic feats or dramatic rescues, but a deeply human one: the slow, heartfelt persistence of a child living with beta-thalassemia major: and a family trying to keep him alive.

What Is Beta-Thalassemia Major

Beta-thalassemia major is an inherited blood disorder that affects hemoglobin, the protein in red blood cells that carries oxygen to the body’s tissues. In children with this condition, the body cannot produce enough functional hemoglobin, leading to severe anemia, weakness, fatigue, and low energy. Without regular blood transfusions, the body literally starves for oxygen, and vital organs struggle to function. As Waqar’s parents describe it, “his body wears out faster than other kids’” because his blood can’t carry the life force his heart and brain need. Symptoms often include severe fatigue, jaundice (yellowing of skin), poor growth, and frequent infections. Over time, complications such as enlarged spleen, bone changes, and iron overload affecting the heart and liver can occur unless managed carefully. 

A Burden Felt Across Asia and Deeply in Pakistan

In Asia, especially the subcontinent, the Mediterranean, and the Middle East, inherited blood disorders like beta-thalassemia are significantly more common than in many Western countries. A large proportion of global births affected by this disorder occur in these regions. 

Pakistan, with a population exceeding 225 million people, carries the high burdens of beta-thalassemia. An estimated 5–7% of the population are carriers of the beta-thalassemia gene more than 10 million people and every year about 5,000 children are born with the major form of the disease that demands lifelong management.

Many families do not know their genetic carrier status until a child is diagnosed. Cultural factors such as consanguineous (cousin) marriages, limited awareness, and scarce access to screening and prenatal counseling further contribute to the number of affected births. 

Life With and Without Treatment

For children like Waqar, the engine that keeps their body working is regular blood transfusion often every few weeks. Each transfusion helps fill the gap that his bone marrow cannot, boosting hemoglobin levels enough to keep him active and out of acute crisis. Alongside transfusions, iron chelation therapy is given to prevent excess iron from building up in organs (a side-effect of receiving blood repeatedly).

But consistent access to safe blood and chelation medicine is not a given. In Pakistan and many parts of South Asia, families often travel long distances to find properly screened and compatible blood, sometimes waiting hours in overcrowded centers. The financial cost, roughly thousands of Pakistani rupees each month for medicine and supplies is beyond reach for many families struggling to make ends meet. 

If a child without treatment could survive infancy, the body’s chronic anemia would lead to failure of multiple organs, dangerously low oxygen delivery to the heart and brain, and early death often before adolescence. With treatment, children like Waqar can survive into adulthood, but the quality of life is shaped by how dependable and comprehensive their medical care is.

The Family Behind the Child

Waqar’s mother recalls when he was diagnosed around his first birthday: “I remember holding him, so small, and feeling like the world had shifted.” It was the beginning of an unchosen routine: doctors’ visits, blood tests, transfusions, and an ever-present worry over infections or complications.

Their days are calibrated by waiting room chairs, the lull of hospital fans, and budgets spent on medicine instead of school supplies. Siblings learn early not to complain about minor injuries because their brother’s bare veins are already familiar with needles. Financial strain, emotional exhaustion, and the constant fear of something going wrong are not abstract concerns they are daily realities.

In communities where stigma and misunderstanding about thalassemia persist, families also wrestle with social isolation and lack of understanding. Some parents hesitate to talk openly about the disease, worried it will affect their child’s future opportunities or social acceptance. 

A Quiet Call for Awareness

There are medical efforts to expand carrier screening, premarital counseling, and community awareness, but implementation is uneven and limited. Prevention strategies including genetic counseling and prenatal diagnosis can significantly reduce the number of children born with beta-thalassemia major, but these services are often confined to urban centers and are unaffordable or unknown to many families. 

What Waqar’s story highlights is not just the clinical profile of a genetic disease, but the lived experience of a child and his family navigating a chronic condition in a resource limited context. It is a story that invites both empathy and action reminding us that behind every statistic is a beating heart, a family budget, and dreams for a future beyond transfusion chairs.

In Waqar’s eyes, when he is not tired, when he plays tag with his cousins, when he insists on reading aloud at bedtime, there is a simple truth: he is a child first, deserving of care, hope, and the possibility that one day, treatment and prevention will be not a luxury but a right for every family facing thalassemia.

Prayers for Waqar and all the sick children and their families who have to face this pain of cancer. May Allah make it easy for them. Aameen


Friday, December 19, 2025

Warriors and Survivors - 244

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 244




I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have worked in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 



Zohran was seven, small for his age, with a quiet curiosity that often made him linger a little longer under the sun when other children had gone home. He lives in a tiny village, where the earth smells of wet clay after rain and the days are measured by the crowing of roosters and the rhythmic hum of the river nearby. His house is modest, rooms with cracked walls and open corridors. Life is simple, and yet it is full for Zohran, full of the small adventures that children of his age often take for granted.

Lately, however, things began to change. Zohran finds himself getting tired more easily. Walking to school felt like trudging through mud even when the path is dry. His small hands, once quick to chase kites and catch sparrows, now trembles when he tried to hold his pencils steady. His mother noticed the bruises that appeared on his skin for no reason she could understand, and the nights when he would cough quietly in the dark, trying not to wake anyone.

His father, a man of few words who spent his days in the fields, tries to remain hopeful. He would tell Zohran to eat more, to sleep more, to take care of himself. But he, too, carrying a quiet worry, the kind that grows heavy in the chest and sits there, wordless, waiting. They had heard whispers in the village about strange illnesses, about children falling ill for no reason, but the words never had names. They don’t know the language of disease; they only knew fear and confusion.

The day they brought Zohran to the hospital, he didn’t really understand why he had to leave the village, why the white walls and bright lights felt so different from the soft earth of home. He clutched his mother’s hand, his small fingers gripping tightly, and asked quietly if he had done something wrong. She smiled softly, trying to mask her own worry, and shook her head. “No, beta, nothing is your fault,” she whispered. But even as she said it, she could feel the unfamiliar weight of uncertainty pressing against her chest.

In the hospital, the words came slowly, in a language that felt strange and heavy. “B-cell leukemia,” the doctor said, as if that explained everything, but it did not. To Zohran, it sounded like a spell from one of his storybooks, something distant, not real. To his parents, it was a word that carried the weight of a future they could not predict. Chemotherapy, blood tests, transfusions,  all of it was a rhythm that they had to follow without truly understanding, a dance of hope and fear.

The treatment days were long and quiet. Zohran spent hours sitting by the window, watching the birds outside, wishing to be among them again. He missed the smell of wet clay, the laughter of the children running barefoot along the dusty lanes. His small body bore the weight of the medicine, his energy slowly ebbing away. Some days, he would sit with his mother as she combed his hair, her hands trembling, trying not to cry. Other days, he would ask his father to tell him stories of the village, of the river and the trees, anything that could take him back to a world that still felt safe.

His parents are facing their own battles. They never imagined they will have to navigate hospitals, treatments, and medical jargon. Money was scarce, every trip to the city felt like a risk to their fragile savings. The neighbors whispered, some with sympathy, some with fear, but in their hearts, Zohran’s parents carrying the heaviest burden. They have to stay strong for him, to smile even when their own hearts aching, to make decisions about a future they can not predict.

Even so, in the quiet corners of the hospital, there were moments of tenderness. Zohran’s laughter, soft and fleeting, could light up a room. His curiosity, though dampened by fatigue, still peeking out in small ways a question about the clouds, a fascination with the shapes of the trees outside, a wonder at the colors of his medicine. His parents learning to celebrate small victories: a day without fever, a smile after a difficult treatment, a moment when he reached out to hold their hands without fear.

In the evenings, they sit together, holding each other’s hands in the dim light, finding comfort not in understanding everything, but in being together. The world outside is uncertain, sometimes harsh, but in those quiet moments, there is a fragile, enduring hope. Zohran do not fully understand what is happening to him, and his parents do not fully know what the future hold. Yet, amidst the fear and exhaustion, there is love patience, steadfast, and quietly fierce binding them together like the roots of a tree that refuse to break even in the strongest wind.

And so, their days continues, one at a time, carrying the weight of uncertainty with gentle courage, finding small moments of joy and connection in a world that had suddenly become so much bigger and stranger than the one they knew before.

Prayers for Zohran and all the sick children and their families who have to face this pain of cancer. May Allah make it easy for them. Aameen


Friday, December 12, 2025

Warriors and Survivors - 243

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 243


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have worked in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 




Faisal’s Story: An Eight-Year-Old Boy Facing What He Cannot Understand

Eight-year-old Faisal had always lived a simple, predictable life in Sialkot. His days usually revolved around school, cricket in the narrow street outside his home, and teasing his younger brother while sharing small responsibilities with his older sister. Nothing in his routine could predict that life could shift so suddenly, or that a quiet diagnosis in a hospital room would change the entire map of his family’s future.

Just a month ago, his parents noticed he was more tired than usual. He came home from school complaining of headaches and wanting to sleep instead of playing. They assumed it was the usual childhood fatigue or maybe a seasonal infection. After all, children fall sick often, and it usually passes. But when the tiredness became more visible, and he started losing interest in the little joys he once chased so eagerly, they decided to take him for tests. That single decision, made with the calmness of routine concern, led them into a world they never imagined one where the word “leukemia” became part of their everyday vocabulary.

Faisal has T-cell leukemia. He doesn’t know what the word means. He only knows that his parents look different, worried in a way they try to hide but cannot. He knows he suddenly has to visit a bigger hospital, far from Sialkot, where doctors use long names for medicines and where nurses often say, “This might hurt a little,” before inserting needles that make him wince. For him, life has become a mixture of hospital corridors, waiting rooms, travel, and the strange quietness that follows him wherever he goes.


His parents, both working in a school back in Sialkot, carry a different kind of burden. They understand the word. They know T-cell leukemia is serious, unpredictable, and demanding medically, financially, and emotionally. For a middle class family, the diagnosis does not come alone; it brings expenses, travel, long waiting hours, and the uncomfortable fear of the unknown. Each trip to the city means time away from work, loss of income, and added transportation costs. Yet, there is no option. Treatment cannot wait.

At night, after Faisal is asleep, they talk softly, trying to make sense of decisions they never expected to face. Should they borrow money? Should one parent stop working temporarily? How will they divide attention among their three children? They are used to planning monthly budgets, not hospital stays. They are used to guiding students in classrooms, not managing medical files and treatment schedules. Still, they show up for him every day, learning to navigate this new life because there is no other choice.

Faisal’s siblings sense the change before anyone explains it to them. His older sister notices how their parents whisper in the kitchen. She sees her mother packing bags at odd hours and her father returning home later than usual. She doesn’t fully know what leukemia means, but she understands that something heavy has entered their home. At school, she tries to stay focused, but her mind drifts back to her brother. She wonders why he looks so tired now and why he doesn’t run to her when she comes back from school anymore.

His younger brother reacts differently. He asks questions many of them. “Why isn’t Faisal coming to play?” “Why does he go to the doctor so much?” “Is he okay now?” Adults try to keep answers simple, but children understand more from silence than words. He feels the emptiness in their small living room when Faisal stays in bed instead of playing with him. He feels the tension, even if he cannot label it.

For Faisal himself, the world has become confusing. He doesn’t know why strangers in white coats speak to him in gentle tones. He doesn’t know why everyone tells him to be “strong.” He only knows that he wants his normal days back his school bag, his cricket bat, the evening sunlight falling across the street where he used to chase his friends. He misses the certainty of routine. And though he cannot name it, he feels life slowing down around him, as if the world has become something he must now tolerate rather than explore.

The family, meanwhile, moves forward one day at a time. They do not speak in dramatic terms. They do not call themselves strong or brave. They are simply a middle-class household trying to keep life moving while absorbing a shock that has altered every corner of their reality. The illness brings fear, but also a sense of quiet adjustment. They ration their strength, reserving it for doctor visits, for difficult phone calls, for moments when they must appear calm in front of the children.

For them, hope is not loud. It is not made of big statements or grand promises. It shows itself gently in the way Faisal smiles on a good day, in the relief of a stable lab report, in the softness with which his mother wakes him for an appointment, or in the steady hand of his father guiding him through a hospital corridor.

This is not a story of dramatic courage. It is a story of a family learning to live beside uncertainty. A family who wakes up every morning wishing that things were different yet doing everything they can within the limits of their means. A child who cannot understand the disease shaping his days, and siblings who stand at the edges of it, trying to make sense of the new silence in their home.

And somewhere within all of this between the long travels, the medical bills, the quiet fears, and the small glimmers of routine this family keeps moving, hoping for a future where Faisal can return to being just an eight-year-old boy again.

Prayers for Faisal and all the sick children and their families who have to face this pain of cancer. May Allah make it easy for them. Aameen


Friday, December 5, 2025

Warriors and Survivors - 242

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 242





I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have worked in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 





Ali’s Journey: A Young Boy Facing Leukemia

Ali, a lively boy from Sahiwal is seven years old, whose days used to be filled with the simple joys of childhood, running around in the courtyard. Playing cricket with neighborhood friends and sharing small adventures with his little sister. He loved school and enjoyed learning new things, though sometimes he would come home tired from long days of study and play. His laughter was frequent, his curiosity endless, and his parents often marveled at his energy and imagination.

All of this began to change quietly. Ali started feeling unusually tired, losing his appetite, and developing bruises on his arms and legs. Initially, his parents thought it was minor perhaps a fall while playing or just fatigue from school. But when the bruises became more noticeable and his fatigue worsened, they knew something was wrong. After consulting a local doctor, Ali was referred to Lahore for further evaluation. The diagnosis that followed was one no parent ever anticipates: acute leukemia.

The news hit Ali’s parents like a wave. His mother, who had spent her days caring for the family and managing the household, felt a deep sense of helplessness. His father, the family’s primary source of financial support, faced the sudden reality of balancing work, hospital trips, and the growing emotional burden. Overnight, their lives shifted from routine familiarity to hospital corridors, lab reports, and treatment schedules.

For Ali, the world became a series of hospital visits, blood tests, and unfamiliar procedures. Each day brought new challenges: injections, IV lines, and the occasional painful procedure. Despite this, he displayed a quiet resilience. Sometimes he would ask simple questions about the medications or tests, mixing curiosity with fear, but he always tried to remain brave for his parents. On the good days, he found small moments of joy.  He likes reading a story, playing a brief game, or enjoying his favorite snack brought brief respite from the hospital routine.

The family’s daily life has been restructured entirely around his care. His mother now spends long hours by his side, monitoring his medications, communicating with doctors, and comforting him through moments of fear or discomfort. His father makes frequent trips to Lahore, balancing his work with the constant worry about Ali’s condition. Nights are often long, filled with concern and uncertainty, but they try to hold on to moments of normalcy, reading stories together, talking about school, or sharing a small laugh when possible.

Ali’s diagnosis has also brought into focus the emotional toll on the wider family. His younger sister misses the carefree time she once had with her brother. Extended family and friends, while supportive, can only partially ease the anxiety and exhaustion that pervade the household. Financial concerns, travel challenges, and the long-term uncertainties of treatment weigh heavily on his parents’ minds.

Despite these hardships, Ali demonstrates a remarkable quiet strength. He has moments of playfulness, curiosity, and humor, and these remind his parents that he is still a child, not defined by his illness. It is in these small moments Ali’s shy smile after a painful injection, his curiosity about a storybook, or his laughter during a brief game that the family finds hope and resilience.

Ali’s story highlights the multifaceted impact of pediatric leukemia. It is a disease that affects not just the child but the entire family, bringing emotional, logistical, and financial challenges. It also underscores the importance of early detection, timely treatment, and the support networks that families need from medical teams to community resources.

This story serves as a reminder of the resilience of children and families navigating such illnesses and the urgent need for awareness and support. Every child like Ali deserves access to medical care, understanding, and a community that stands with them. Their journey is difficult, but it is also filled with moments that reveal strength, love, and quiet endurance qualities that are often unseen but deeply impactful.

Ali’s journey is just beginning, and while the road ahead is uncertain, the love and care surrounding him provide a foundation of hope. His story calls for empathy, awareness, and action from all of us to ensure that children with leukemia and their families do not walk this path alone.

Prayers for Ali and all the sick children and their families who have to face this pain of cancer. May Allah make it easy for them. Aameen


Blog Post # 03 by Rukh Yusuf