Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 280
I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have worked in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen.
The Eight Year Old Who Still Makes Plans for Tomorrow
There are some children who make you forget, for a moment, that they are sick.
Not because the illness is not there, but because childhood has a way of continuing even in places where it seems it should have stopped.
He is eight years old and He has leukemia.
And unlike many children his age, he understands what the word means.
He knows why he comes to the hospital. He knows why his blood is checked so often. He understands that the medicines are not simply medicines, but chemotherapy. He knows that some days will be harder than others. He knows that cancer can sometimes take a child's life.
Perhaps the hardest part is that nobody had to explain all of this to him in one conversation.
He learned it gradually.
From the conversations around him. From the hospital rooms. From the questions his parents asked doctors. From seeing other children come and go. From hearing words that adults sometimes lower their voices to say.
And somehow, he still gets up each morning and asks what is happening today.
That question has stayed with me. Not How long do I have? Not Will I survive?
Just: "What are we doing today?"
For an eight-year-old, today can still be an entire world. There may be a blood test in the morning. There may be medicine later. There may be a long wait in a hospital chair. There may be nausea, tiredness, or a day when getting out of bed feels like too much.
But somewhere between all of that, there may also be a cartoon.
A joke. A favorite snack. A video game waiting at home. A drawing that needs finishing. A football match he wants to know the score of.
Children do not stop being children because they have cancer.
That is something cancer teaches us again and again.
We sometimes describe children with cancer using words like strong, brave, and fighter. Those words are understandable. They come from love. But perhaps we should also remember something quieter.
A child should not have to be extraordinary simply because he is ill.
He should be allowed to be eight. He should be allowed to complain that the food is terrible. He should be allowed to cry when a procedure hurts. He should be allowed to be frightened and to laugh five minutes later about something completely ordinary. That is what makes his story so moving.
He knows the seriousness of his illness, but he does not spend every waking moment talking about death. He still thinks about tomorrow. He still has preferences.
Perhaps that is one of the most remarkable parts of childhood: even when the future becomes uncertain, children continue to build little pieces of it.
He might tell his mother what he wants for dinner. He might ask when he can go home. He might ask if he can return to school. He might make a plan for the weekend without knowing exactly what his body will allow him to do. And yet, in a cancer unit, ordinary questions can carry extraordinary meaning.
Behind every question about going home and school is a child imagining life beyond the hospital. Behind every question about tomorrow is a child who, despite everything he has learned, is still making room for tomorrow in his mind.
His parents carry a different kind of knowledge. They know the medical language more than they ever wanted to learn.
They know laboratory values. They know treatment schedules. They know the names of medications and the meaning of scans and blood counts. They know what to watch for when their child is unwell. And they carry the uncertainty that comes with loving a child whose illness has made the future difficult to predict. But their son does not need them to explain the entire future every morning.
He needs someone to sit beside him. He needs a hand to hold when the needle comes. He needs someone to answer his questions honestly, without taking away his hope. And sometimes, he simply needs everyone to stop talking about cancer for a while.
So they do. They talk about school. They talk about cartoons. They talk about what he wants to do when he gets home. And for a few minutes, the hospital becomes just another place where a little boy is growing up.
His illness is serious. His future is uncertain. There is no beautiful lesson that can make those truths disappear.
Cancer does not become less frightening because a child smiles. Treatment does not become easier because a child jokes with the nurses.
And we should be careful not to turn childhood illness into a story where suffering is romanticized as bravery.
Sometimes the most human thing we can do is simply acknowledge that this is unfair.
An eight-year-old should be worrying about homework, birthday parties, toys, friends, and what game to play after school. He should not have to understand mortality. But he does. And still, each morning, he asks about the day ahead. That is not a promise that everything will be fine. It is something more fragile and more honest.
It is a reminder that life is often experienced one day at a time.
In cancer unit, we spend much of our attention looking toward outcomes: remission, relapse, response to treatment, survival. These outcomes matter enormously.
But there is also a child sitting in front of us right now. Not a diagnosis. Not a laboratory value. Not a treatment protocol.
A child.
An eight-year-old who knows that leukemia can be dangerous and still wants to know whether he can watch his favorite show tonight.
And sometimes, hope is simply waking up in the morning and asking:
"What are we doing today?" For this little boy, today is enough.
And tomorrow can wait until tomorrow. For now, there is another day to live.
Note: Patient name has been changed to protect privacy.






