Friday, September 24, 2021

Warriors and Survivors -24

 

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 24


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen.



Sometimes, a seemingly trivial incident becomes the cause for lifelong suffering, and we usually call it bad luck.

Ten-year-old, cute looking Summaya was playing in her village. During her play she was hit by a tree branch in her eye. It was a bad trauma and she started losing her eyesight, her parents had to take her quickly to doctor for check up. Doctor started treatment and sent her home. Summaya continued to have the usual pain and loss of vision issues. Doctor gave antibiotics but things didn’t improve. This went on for a few weeks and then she had an offensive swelling in right eye, as well as the sticky eye. She was referred same day to local Eye doctor. Swelling originated from eye ball and doctor advised surgery after examination.

Summaya is the only daughter of her parents, she has two elder brothers and all of them are school students in Peshawar. Summaya went for surgery and came home after discharge, but still she was not able to see. Although she was fine and her pain settled down for some days.

After a couple of months, she again developed swelling in her right eye with pain and fever. Upon examination the doctor said, “We think Summaya has something called Retinoblastoma. She will need to be referred to pediatric cancer hospital for more diagnostic tests. Mother said” I had never heard of this cancer before; I had heard of cancer in children but never any other forms of cancer.

She was referred to pediatric oncology unit and after a series of investigation she was diagnosed as having Retinoblastoma.

Your child has cancer

Four words NO parent ever wants to hear.

No one wants to hear that little children, babies and teenagers are suffering each day of this terrible disease. But for the oncology patients in this world, this is a daily reality.




Retinoblastoma is a rare form of eye cancer that usually happens in childhood. It starts in the retina -- the part of the eye that senses light and sends pictures to the brain.

The first clue and most obvious symptom is that the eye doesn’t look right. Specifically, its normally black pupil may look white. Other symptoms include redness in the white of the eye and vision problems

Retinoblastoma happens when there’s a change, or mutation, in one particular gene in a child’s DNA. That gene’s job is to control cell division. When it doesn’t work the way it should, cells in the retina grow out of control.

Diagnose, may involve an ultrasound, n MRI or a CT scan (computed tomography).

A combination of treatments such as: Chemotherapy: Powerful drugs help shrink the tumor ahead of other treatments. If the cancer hasn’t spread, the drugs may be injected directly into the eye or into the blood vessels that lead to it.

Cryotherapy: A touch with a super-cooled metal probe freezes and kills cancer cells. This works best on small tumors near the front of the eye.

Thermotherapy: A special laser kills cancer cells with heat. Doctors use it by itself on small tumors or along with other treatments for larger tumors.

Laser Therapy: A different kind of laser targets and destroys the blood vessels that supply the tumor. This works for small tumors in the back of the eye.

Radiation: There are two kinds of radiation therapy. For small tumors, a surgeon can sew a disc that has radioactive material inside it onto the eyeball near the tumor. Child stays in the hospital a few days while it works, and then the disc is removed. Surgery: If the tumor is very large by the time it’s found, it may not be possible to save the child’s vision. In these cases, the eye may be removed.

In the winter of 2021, Summaya started her treatment with chemotherapy.

Summaya was due 6 cycles of chemotherapy, she has also continued his chemotherapy one course regularly in the children’s hospital throughout.

Overall, she coped really well. She used to cry every time she had to visit hospital and her parents and one elder brother did very well. They didn’t have time during the day to partake of the many activities which were due. By the end of her treatments, she has significant mucositis and hair loss. On her good days, she would be out and about and happy to smile for all.

Her five more chemotherapy cycles are due, its definitely not easy to travel out of city with language barrier so frequently, specially when one loved one family member is in great pain. But her family is fighting with her disease. Distance and problem does not matter when your family is suffering.

Summaya’s long treatment journey has just started now, we all pray for the strength for her and her family and lot of prayers for her success in her fight against disease. Aameen



Note: Names have been changed to protect identity.

Friday, September 17, 2021

 

Warriors and Survivors - Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 23


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen.

 


The stories that no one wants to hear may be the ones that help inspire change. These are the stories that terrify and sadden us in which we can find questions to inspire change. Sometimes the stories are blunt and shock us with harsh realities. Let’s face one today.

In my early blogs I wrote about ten years old Afghani fairy who was fighting bravely for two years along with her family against her disease. Her warrior father and mother left no stone unturned for her treatment including crossing border. But they could not win. Couple of days ago fairy lost her battle against cancer.

“All deaths are sudden, no matter how gradual the dying may be.”
― Michael McDowell

No one can call her death ‘sudden’ but yes it was shocking news. Though her disease was relapsed due to pause in treatment because of lockdown and many other factors but seeing her and family’s struggle it could never be imagined that the fairy could lose battle.

In her last admission in hospital, she was in palliation room, her father used to sit near her bed. It was the first time her mother was not with her as she had to look after her other kids back home. In my routine work, seeing her on palliation, I used to pray for her recovery knowing all the facts of her disease. I realized it’s inevitable that a dying child should accompany her mother specially, otherwise it would be whole life’s prickling pain for mother that she was not with her dying child in last moments and a tragedy for a child who needs her mother most in her last breaths.

“We understand death only after it has placed its hands on someone we love.”

– Anne L. de Stael 

When it’s our near one, we have hope till last breath. It’s hard to accept death and very difficult to see a young girl whose fate brought her to the grave. Death does not discriminate; it does not see age or our efforts and struggles to live. 



Loss is an inevitable part of life. It could be the loss of a pet, the end of a relationship or loss of a loved one or the loss of a friend but the loss of a child is scariest of all

No matter the type of loss, one thing that’s certain is that it’s never easy. The emotional response and grieving process can be intense and have a profound effect on our mental and emotional health. It is a tough thing to go through no matter who you are. 

Fairy’s family not only lost their beautiful and strong daughter but also their home, their financial and social standing and most importantly their hope. They had a purpose in life since more than two years, an aim to defeat the disease for which they struggled day and night but now they are empty handed and have lost their life purpose too.

There are many factors related to successful pediatric oncology treatment, there is need to overcome hurdles and strengthen health care system for better treatment outcomes of pediatric cancer treatment so that other fairies can live healthy lives.

I wonder how and when fairy’s family will be able to compose themselves again to flow with life.  Allah heals everyone. We pray that may Allah heal fairy’s family. Aameen

There’s no way to sugarcoat it, losing a loved one is painful. Through the heartache and grief, it is important to remember that there is light at the end of the tunnel.  


 “When someone you love becomes a memory, the memory becomes a treasure.” – Unknown

 

Friday, September 10, 2021

Warriors and Survivors-22

 

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 22


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen.



“Hope is the last thing ever lost”  Italian Proverb

After a number of struggling and failure stories, let’s talk about some hope and success.

Noor as an active 12-year-old school student, A loved ambitious, competing in extra curricular activities and love playing with her friends. But this all changed when she learned that her fever, fatigue and flu-like symptoms with rashes were the effects of leukemia (ALL) an aggressive disease that rendered her bone marrow 87 percent cancerous.      

Noor spent the next few months at Tertiary care pediatric hospital for her treatment, fighting the cancer with a daily regimen of chemotherapy and blood and platelet transfusions.

She remembers the day she was diagnosed, and her parents' reaction, “We were all crying and that was actually the worst day of all.”

But Noor isn't one to cry for long. She's a fighter, determined to live her life to the fullest. “Fight on,” she says. “Cancer is not the end of the world and it shouldn’t be stopping you from anything”. Which is exactly what she did.

She and her parents struggled hard to complete her treatment and faced every challenge from travelling to leaving alone her younger siblings at home. Travelling to and stay in hospital was not an easy task. Chemotherapy itself was enough to bear side effects but not only little survivor was determined but also her family was keen too.


Even when she was being treated at hospital and was too sick to go to school class, her parents , sibling and teachers helped her to study at home. She leaned on her parents, her siblings and friends for support. “I don’t know how to thank them,” she says. And she praises the “amazing” doctors, nurses and staff at hospital who were with her at every step of this long and tedious journey.

Now, three years later, Noor’s disease has gone and she is determined to set an example. She looks forward to helping other patients, finding ways to brighten their day and distract them from their worries.

“Let your hopes, not your hurts, shape your future.”




She says “Before I had cancer I wanted to be teacher, but after going through all of this, I have changed. I realized that I want to treat other kids with cancer and become a pediatric oncologist.”

A brave heart who loves others. She has won many competitions in school and she has a long list of goals, including setting up a hospital.

When she visits the children in the same pediatric ward she once resided in, she tells the young patients to never give up, sharing her own experience as encouragement.

Noor is symbol of hope and success for rest of sick children and their parents, May Allah bless her long healthy life. We pray that every child must have courage like Noor and every cancer warrior have successful treatment. Aameen

 

Friday, September 3, 2021

Warriors and Survivors

 

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 21


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen.

 

“They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world: someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for.”
― 
Tom Bodett

The ribbon is a symbol of awareness, hope and support.  It was originally used in the early mid-1900s in a United States military marching song.  The song “Tie a Yellow Ribbon”, inspired the wife of a hostage held in Iran from 1979-1981 to use the yellow ribbon to show support for hostages and to remind others of their service to their country.  Later, during the Gulf War the symbol evolved into a reminder of all men and women serving the country abroad.

After a decade, AIDS activists turned the yellow ribbon red.  From then on every charitable health cause had one.  It became so popular that the New York Times called 1992 “The Year of the Ribbon.” 

Since then, ribbons have been used for many awareness campaigns. The meaning behind the ribbon depends on its color.   Many causes often share each ribbon color e.g. Red for AIDS, Pearl or White for Lung cancer, Pink for breast cancer etc.


Gold is a precious material and since children are our most precious treasures, it is a perfect image highlighting the importance of beating childhood cancer. The gold ribbon represents all types of cancer affecting children and adolescents: it is the universal symbol to create awareness about childhood cancer and mobilize increased attention.

Most people know that the pink ribbon symbolizes breast cancer but unfortunately there isn’t much awareness about the gold ribbon. This is unfortunate and shows much should be done to bring awareness about childhood cancer.

Its start of another September and This month is celebrated as pediatric cancer awareness month that symbolizes golden ribbon.

By raising awareness during September- Childhood Cancer awareness month, we can really make a difference and help to create a brighter future for children and adolescents with cancer.

“The key to life is accepting challenges. Once someone stops doing this, he's dead.”
― 
Bette Davis

For every accomplishment there are challenges, efforts and struggle in the presence of resources in the right direction. The rule applies everywhere and health sector is not an exception. Treatment outcomes of any disease depends on multiple factors from trained and qualified human resources to equipments, medications, buildings and much more.

Pediatric oncology treatment globally is associated with lot of challenges to handle including Late diagnosis, Cultural or socioeconomic barriers, Lack of information at primary care level,

Poor referral to pediatric oncology units, Deficient healthcare system, Lack of recognition of existing centers, Lack of pediatric oncology units, Lack of multidisciplinary approach and Lack of infrastructure. There are many more in a country like Pakistan including treatment Abandonment, fragmented care, Cultural barriers, Stigma associated with cancer and most important Financial limitations.


“A challenge only becomes an obstacle when you bow to it.” ― Ray A. Davis

 

I shall focus on challenges one by one, shortage of pediatric oncology units have been discussed already. One more challenge faced by these poor souls is frequent visits and long duration of treatment. In Pakistan eighty percent pediatric cancer patients belong to peripheries and even small percentage comes from neighbor country. Its cumbersome to travel this much with sick children. They need to stay nearby in properly facilitated place to avoid frequent visits. There is a dire need of properly managed guest houses or Inn with every pediatric oncology unit. Healthcare staff and philanthropists accepted this challenge too and managed one inside hospital but that is still insufficient for large number of patients being treated. There is need to be built more guest houses like this for better management of these patients.

Shall take up this topic with more detail in next blog.

“Being challenged in life is inevitable, being defeated is optional.” ― Roger Crawford

Refrences:

https://gboncology.com/blog/origin-of-the-ribbon/

https://siope.eu/curemoreandcurebetter

https://www.acco.org/gold-ribbon-awareness/

 

 

 

 

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