Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 202
I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen.
Fighting the Shadows: Sara’s Journey with T-Cell Leukemia
Today, we take a closer look at the journey of 11-year-old Sara from Pakpattan, who is currently battling T-cell leukemia. She is very innocent child with a pure heart.
Pediatric leukemia primarily affects children and is characterized by the uncontrolled growth of abnormal white blood cells. The most common forms are Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia (ALL) and Acute Myeloid Leukemia (AML), with T-cell leukemia being a subtype of ALL. This type of leukemia tends to progress rapidly, often requiring immediate treatment. For many children diagnosed with this disease, the journey is filled with painful treatments, hospital visits, and adjustments to their normal life. The disease has poor outcome in underdeveloped countries.
Meet Sara: A Brave Fighter
Sara is no ordinary 11-year-old. Living in the vibrant city of Pakpattan, she is so innocent and loving girl. A rare child with patience, may be her pain has taught her how to be patient. Her life has been changed altogether since she was diagnosed with T-cell leukemia a little over a year ago.
The Painful Diagnosis
Sara’s trouble began with persistent fatigue and frequent fevers. At first, her parents thought it was just a fever—perhaps the flu. But as her symptoms worsened, they decided to consult doctors. When the symptoms were continuous, they had to run tests. After numerous tests, the diagnosis of leukemia shattered their world. It was hard for Sara to comprehend what this meant. Just a child, she was suddenly thrust into a difficult adult world of hospitals, treatments, and medical jargon.
The Struggles of Treatment
Sara’s treatment started almost immediately, beginning with chemotherapy. The sessions left her feeling weak, nauseous, and often in pain. The side effects of the medication were daunting. She watched her hair fall out, felt the loss of her energy, and had to deal with the continued sickness. Sara found it especially hard not being able to join her friends and family. Each hospital stay made her feel increasingly isolated.
Her emotions began to spiral as the pressures of her condition mounted. Normally cheerful, Sara found herself battling feelings of sadness and despair. The dreams of an innocent child were clouded by the dark shadows of uncertainty and fear.
Facing Fears and Anxiety
Sara often thinks what if the treatment didn’t work. Would she ever get to play and study again? Would she be able to celebrate her birthday? These thoughts haunted her. Along with fear, Sara battled anxiety about her changing body and the situations that made her feel vulnerable.
She struggled with feelings of inadequacy; she questioned her worth and felt disconnected from her family and friends. The things that once brought her joy, like painting or playing with friends, began to fade as her depression took hold. Her parents watched helplessly as their bright, spirited daughter seemed to dim.
In her toughest moments, Sara found strength through her family and community support. Art therapy became a solace for her, a way to express what she felt inside without needing to say a word. Sara began to channel her energy into creativity. She made drawings in her room, vibrant depictions of far-off places and happy memories, reminding herself that laughter and joy could still exist.
A Step Toward Tomorrow
Today, Sara remains in treatment. While the journey is ongoing, and her conditions fluctuate, she has a sense of purpose. As her mother counseled her, she has to fight for herself and for her family. She has to continue treatment until she is cured.
Sara’s story not only gives insights of the challenges of pediatric leukemia but also the enduring spirit that helps children like Sara fight on.
Lots of prayers for Sara and all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.