Friday, December 27, 2024

Warriors and Survivors -193

 Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 193



I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 



At just two years old, Anas is a vibrant little boy full of life, laughter, and wonder. His laughter is infectious, radiating joy throughout his home and bringing smiles to the faces of everyone he meets. However, beneath this cheerful exterior, Anas's family faces an immense challenge—he has been diagnosed with Acute Leukemia, a form of cancer that requires immediate treatment and profound resilience from everyone involved.

The journey began with what seemed like a simple cold. Anas's parents, busy with their daily routines, assumed it would pass like any other minor illness. However, when the symptoms worsened, they took him to their pediatrician, where a series of tests led to the heart-wrenching diagnosis of Acute Leukemia.

At that moment, the world changed for Anas and his family. Doctors explained the nature of the disease, detailing how it affects the blood and bone marrow, hindering the production of healthy blood cells. For a child so young, the implications were overwhelming. It was a diagnosis that no parent wishes to hear, and the weight of it settled heavily on their hearts.

In the weeks following Anas's diagnosis, his parents struggled with a rollercoaster of emotions. Initially, there was shock and disbelief, followed by an undercurrent of fear as they began to grasp what this diagnosis meant for their little boy. The thought of chemotherapy, hospital visits, and the very real possibility of a lengthy battle with illness lingered in the air, casting a shadow over their family.

Anas’s mother often finds herself awake at night, pondering his future. Will he be able to enjoy playdates with friends? Will he have the same experiences that other children have? It is painful to think about the normalcy that has been taken from him. Each smile from Anas is a reminder of the life they cherish, and each tear sheds light on the struggle that lies ahead.

Anas's father has taken on the role of a steadfast protector, supporting his wife and trying to maintain a sense of normalcy for their family. However, he too feels the weight of worry. The uncertainty of treatment protocols and the potential side effects of those treatments create a backdrop of anxiety. Balancing work commitments with the need to be present for Anas during this crucial time has been an ongoing challenge.

In times of uncertainty, families often find strength in those around them. Anas's extended family has rallied together, offering emotional support and practical help. Grandparents share stories to uplift spirits, while aunts and uncles provide distraction and comfort.

Anas’s days have changed dramatically since his diagnosis. His schedule now includes hospital visits, doctor consultations, and treatment sessions. The bright lights of the hospital contrast sharply with the warmth of his home. He associates the hospital with the unfamiliar sights, sounds, and the smell of antiseptics. Despite the challenges, his innocence shines brightly against the backdrop of the harsh realities he faces.

Living with a diagnosis of Acute Leukemia at such a young age presents numerous uncertainties. While the path ahead is fraught with emotional and physical challenges, Anas’s parents remain hopeful. They are actively participating in his treatment journey while also advocating for further research and greater awareness about pediatric cancers.

By sharing Anas's story, they aim to shed light on the realities faced by families dealing with similar situations. Each day, they cherish the little victories and remain determined to encourage other families facing a similar path.

Anas's journey continues, filled with complexes of hope, and the unbreakable bond of family. Though the future remains uncertain, love and support light the way for this innocent little boy and his family, guiding them through each step of their journey together.

Lots of prayers for young Anas and his family, May Allah make their future easy. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, December 20, 2024

Warriors and Survivors -192

 Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 192


Adorable toddler sitting with a teddy bear on a wooden bridge, enjoying a peaceful moment outdoors.

I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 

At just 7 years old, Ali is like any other spirited child. He loves playing football, building blocks, and spending time with his friends. However, Ali has to face a journey that no child should have to endure. Diagnosed with Acute Myeloid Leukemia (AML), a type of blood cancer, his life and that of his family changed altogether. This blog shares Ali’s story during hard time, highlighting the troubles faced by him and his family.

It all began with something seemingly ordinary. Ali had a fever that lasted longer than usual. His parents thought it was just another childhood illness. However, after multiple doctor visits, fever was still there, and Ali had to go for few blood tests to diagnose what had been happening so far. Tests reports revealed something shocking and later Ali was diagnosed with AML.

For Ali's parents, the news hit hard. They felt a mix of disbelief, fear, and sadness. The thought that their little boy had cancer was beyond anything they had prepared for. In the blink of an eye, their lives changed as they realized the battle ahead.

Ali's treatment journey began almost immediately. The doctors explained that he would need chemotherapy to fight the illness. This meant many hospital visits, each requiring long hours of waiting and testing. Ali often had to miss school, which made him feel sad. He missed his friends and the fun activities they shared.

Chemotherapy was tough on Ali. He felt tired and sometimes sick. His parents were always by his side, supporting him and encouraging him to eat and rest. With every treatment, Ali learned to adapt, reminding himself that he was a fighter.

Ali’s diagnosis changed everything for his family. His parents, who once had regular jobs, had to take time off to care for him. This made financial matters challenging. Parents they struggled to make ends meet while trying to provide the best care for Ali.

His siblings also felt the impact. They often had to adjust to the uncertainty that came with Ali's treatments. Family gatherings were less frequent, and they had to deal with feelings of worry about their brother. Yet, they showed immense love and support, often drawing pictures to cheer Ali up during his hospital stays or playing games to keep spirits high at home.

Ali also found encouragement from other children in the hospital who were also undergoing treatment. They shared stories, played games, and supported one another. It helped Ali realize that he wasn’t the only one facing this challenge, and it brought him comfort during difficult moments.

Though Ali is a brave guy but still he becomes sad seeing other children suffering with pain, he does not like to see the sad faces of children around in his hospital room. He told his mother that he wants that all the children admitted in hospital should get up from their beds and play around. 

Ali's journey with Acute Myeloid Leukemia is filled with challenges, no one knows for how long Ali and his family have to go through these challenges. Although he faces tough days ahead, Ali remains hopeful, just like his loving family who stand by him every step of the way.

Cancer is such a cruel disease that brings an unending era of pain and suffering, I wish no child has to bear the pain of cancer and chemotherapy. 

Lots of prayers for young Alli and his family, May Allah make their future easy. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, December 13, 2024

Warriors and Survivors - 191

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 191


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 



Meet Asma, an 8-year-old girl with a big heart and even bigger dreams. Despite facing a tough battle with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia (ALL), she carries a flame of hope. This blog invites you to walk alongside Asma as she navigates her journey through illness, pain, and the everyday challenges of life.

For Asma, each day is filled with a mixture of courage and uncertainty. Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia is a type of cancer that affects the blood and bone marrow, making her feel weak and tired. The countless hospital visits, endless needles, and medicine can be overwhelming. Sometimes, she feels lonely, even when surrounded by her family and friends.

The treatment process is long and painful. There are moments when she experiences intense pain from her treatments, and simple activities like playing outside or attending school become her biggest dreams. Asma has become acquainted with feelings that many adults struggle to understand, like fear of what tomorrow may bring. Each visit to the hospital raises questions in her mind: Will today be a good day? Will I be able to play with my friends?

Living with ALL doesn’t just affect Asma; it touches everyone in her family. Her parents worry constantly about her health, trying to balance work and taking care of her needs. They try to maintain a sense of normalcy, but the truth is that life revolves around Asma’s treatment schedule. Siblings also feel the impact. They want to play with their sister, make her laugh, and share joy, but sometimes they have to understand when she just can’t.

Despite the challenges, Asma's family has found ways to bring joy to her days. They have game nights, watch movies together, and create art projects that keep their spirits high. This sense of togetherness helps Asma feel loved and supported, reminding her that although times are tough, she is never alone.

What keeps Asma going amidst all the difficulties is her dream of becoming a doctor one day. She often tells her mom how much she admires medical professionals who help kids like her. “I want to help them get better, just like I am trying to get better,” she says, her eyes shining with hope.

This dream is especially powerful for Asma because it gives her a purpose beyond her illness. She loves learning about science and how the body works. Even during her treatments, she asks questions about the medicine and the processes involved. While her friends play dress-up as princesses and superheroes, Asma envisions herself in a doctor’s coat, stethoscope in hand, ready to help others heal.

Asma’s journey is not an easy one, but her spirit shines brightly through the clouds of uncertainty. Through all the pain and challenges, she remains hopeful and determined to fulfill her dreams. Her story teaches us about resilience, courage, and the importance of holding on to dreams, no matter how distant they may seem.

In a world that can often feel overwhelming, there are millions of children like Asma bravely facing their battles. It reminds us to spread kindness and support for those who need it, helping to build a stronger, more understanding community. Through compassion and love, we hold the power to make an impact, one life at a time.

Lots of prayers for young Asma and her family, May Allah make their future easy. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, December 6, 2024

Warriors and Survivors -190

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 190


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 


At just 10 years old, Ali is a vibrant boy with dreams that should be limitless, but his recent battle has taken a toll that no child should endure. B cell acute lymphoblastic leukemia (ALL) has entered his life, turning his world upside down. It’s a diagnosis that brings not just physical anguish but also emotional suffering and uncertainty about the future.

Ali’s journey with ALL began as a series of apparently benign symptoms: persistent fatigue, unexplained bruising, and frequent fevers. At first, his parents thought it to be the usual childhood illnesses, but as days turned into weeks, they knew something was wrong. After multiple visits to the doctor and multiple tests, the diagnosis was confirmed: acute lymphoblastic leukemia.

This was just the beginning of Ali’s long and arduous journey—a path filled with hospital visits, needles, and treatments that would challenge his young body and spirit. B cell ALL is a type of blood cancer that primarily affects the lymphatic system, creating abnormal cells that impair the body's ability to fight infections and ultimately, they crowd out healthy cells.

The physical impact of cancer treatment can be devastating, schedules are rigorous, demanding that Ali spend endless hours in the hospital, subjected to intravenous medication that makes his small body ache. The drugs that are meant to combat cancer also bring side effects that can feel like battles on multiple fronts: nausea, hair loss, and fatigue overshadow his once playful spirit.

There are days when walking across the room feels a lot for Ali, as his legs feel heavy and his energy fades. A ten-year-old shrouded in a blanket on the couch, opted out of playing outside with friends, that is not the image one would expect of a boy his age. The laughter that once echoed in his home has been replaced by quiet exhaustion and the intermittent beeping of machines.

While the physical pain is tangible, the emotional toll is equally concerning. The word "cancer" carries with it a weight of fear and uncertainty. For Ali, it’s the overwhelming anxiety of being away from home, the confusion of undergoing treatment, and the sadness of seeing friends continue their lives while he's restricted by his illness.

Imagine being ten years old and grappling with haunting thoughts of what the future holds. Ali fears not just for himself but also for his loving family, who carry their burdens of worry alongside his. His parents wrestle with despair while trying to maintain a semblance of normalcy; school projects are abandoned, birthday parties are cancelled, and each visit to the hospital brings a fresh wave of what-ifs.

Children are not meant to experience such heart-wrenching realities. Though there are moments of hope, such as successful treatments or few days of good health, they are often overshadowed by uncertainty and despair.

One of the hardest aspects of fighting ALL is the unpredictability. The path to recovery is not a straight line; it’s fraught with setbacks and fears of relapse. With each appointment, Ali and his family have to face the daunting possibility that the cancer may return or not respond to treatment.

Time is both his ally and enemy. Meetings with oncologists are filled with mixed sentiments—hope for remission, but reality bites hard with statistics that show, at times, an uphill battle against this aggressive type of leukemia. Family discussions revolve around logistics, plans that can change in an instant based on Ali's health status, and scheduling treatments that disrupt the rhythm of life they once took for granted.

The reality for Ali is one filled with trials, but it is also a testament to the strength of human spirit. As he continues to fight, his journey reminds us of the silent battles many children face. Each day is a blend of suffering and hope, and Ali teaches us that even in the face of challenges, there is room for resilience, love, and dreams of a brighter tomorrow.

As we follow his story, let us support and uplift children like Ali, ensuring that they are not alone in their battles but are surrounded by a community that truly cares.

Lots of prayers for young Ali and his family, May Allah make their future easy. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, November 29, 2024

Warriors and Survivors -

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 189



I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 



Zain is only three years old, poor lad only knows the walls of a hospital room and the sterile smell of antiseptic. Diagnosed with Pre-B Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia (ALL), his life has become a constant battle against sickness.

Before his diagnosis, Zain was like any other toddler, crawling around the living room and pointing at everything he found interesting. His laughter was contagious. Families would often gather in the park, and his parents took joy in watching him play with other children, sharing toys and giggles. But that blissful life changed drastically last year when Zain began feeling unwell. What they initially thought a viral diarrhea quickly spiraled into endless doctor visits, tests, and the heartbreaking news of cancer.

Zain’s diagnosis came as a devastating news not only to him but also to his entire family. His mother, Sarah, recalls the day they received the news with an aching heart. “It was as if all the air was knocked out of us,” she says quietly. “We could hardly comprehend what the doctors were telling us. A three-year-old shouldn’t have to hear that he has cancer.”

With Pre-B ALL, Zain's immune system is compromised. He often experiences fatigue and extreme weakness due to the treatment. After multiple rounds of chemo, his body requires time to recover, but that recovery comes with its own set of challenges.

Zain’s days are filled with medical jargon, hospital visits, and unfamiliar faces. One of the hardest aspects for Zain is adjusting to an NG (nasogastric) tube due to his inability to take nutrients orally. This small tube running from his nose to his stomach is vital for his survival, but it also serves as a constant reminder that he is different from other kids his age. The soft, playful world of toddlers has been replaced by feelings of discomfort and confinement.

The emotional burden of this illness extends beyond Zain. His parents often wrestle with feelings of helplessness and fear. They try their best to maintain a positive environment; however, nights filled with worry gradually turn into sleepless nights. The financial strain of medical bills adds to their stress, leading to difficult conversations about how to provide for their family while ensuring Zain receives the best care.

Zain's siblings, though young, feel the weight of the situation. They often tell their parents they miss their little brother's playfulness, and they long for the days when life was uncomplicated. 

Despite the immense challenges, Zain's family has found strength in their community. Friends and extended family have rallied around them, helping with meals, watching the other children, and providing emotional support. They have also connected with other families facing similar challenges, finding solace in shared experiences and the reminder that they are not alone in this fight.

“There are days when I feel like I am losing hope, but then I remember the strength of the people around us,” Father explains. Their unwavering support acts as a lifeline, giving them the courage to face another day.

For now, Zain may be confined to beds draped in white sheets, but his spirit shines brightly. His family’s love continues to battle alongside him every step of the way. Each day may be a struggle, but within those struggles lies an unbreakable bond and an unwavering hope for a healthier, brighter tomorrow.

Lots of prayers for young Zain and his family, May Allah make their future easy. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, November 22, 2024

Warriors and Survivors - 188

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 188




I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 



Northern Pakistan, land of brave people has many real-life stories that are worth sharing for because of the courageous lessons and  heartfelt tales. 14-year-old Saba admitted in palliative care belongs to northern Pakistan a land of beauty. For the past few years, Saba has been battling leukemia, a challenging form of cancer that has taken a tremendous toll on her young body, her family, and her dreams. As her story unfolds, we witness a brave girl and her family, facing reality with grace and acceptance, despite the pain and hardships.

When Saba was first diagnosed with leukemia, her family was hopeful. They sought treatment in local hospitals and traveled to larger cities for specialized care. The doctors were attentive, and Saba bravely endured the harsh side effects of chemotherapy, her family supporting her every step of the way.  But as time went on, the hope they initially felt began to dwindle. The treatments that were supposed to bring Saba back to health seemed to be failing. The family's resources became strained under the weight of the medical costs, travel, and endless tests. Despite their efforts, Saba’s health began to decline further.

Recently, Saba’s doctors made a difficult decision—her chemotherapy treatments would no longer continue. Instead, she would receive palliative care as her disease seems no longer treatable, which focuses on providing relief from symptoms and improving her quality of life. It was a bitter moment for her family; they understood that this shift meant they were entering a new phase of Saba's journey.

Palliative care emphasizes comfort and support. For Saba, this means she can spend her remaining time with less suffering. It allows her to focus on being with her family, sitting quietly by the window watching the rain fall, or sharing laughter with her siblings—memories that hold a significance beyond words.

Living in a remote village imposes its challenges. There are no luxury hospitals nearby, and healthcare resources are stretched thin. Saba’s family has put everything they have into funding her treatment. 

The emotional distress weighs heavily on Saba’s parents. They grieve for the daughter they see fading away, and the life they had envisioned for her. 

Saba dreams of taking a trip to the mountains she loves, but her condition limits her physical abilities. Instead, she finds comfort in storytelling, sharing tales of bravery and adventure with her siblings, keeping their spirits high. This is where her enchanting smile shines the brightest, even in the face of sorrow.

The road ahead for Saba and her family remains uncertain. Each day comes with its own set of challenges, but love is a powerful force. Saba's family remains committed to giving her the best possible care, not only medically but also emotionally. No matter what they do and how brave everyone is, seeing a child dying slowly is unimaginable feeling. May no one ever has to face it. 

Lots of prayers for young Saba and her family, May Allah make their future easy. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, November 15, 2024

Warriors and Survivors -187

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 187


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 




Life has a way of throwing challenges at us when we least expect them. For 12-year-old Jamal and his family, the challenge came as a diagnosis that no one wants to hear: Acute Myeloid Leukemia (AML). This is Jamal's story—a story of bravery, family, and the road to healing.

It was a regular Tuesday when Jamal first complained of feeling tired and achy. His mother thought he might just be coming down with the flu. However, when the symptoms continued for weeks—resulting in occasional bruises and frequent nosebleeds—she decided it was time to see a doctor. After a series of blood tests and a trip to the hospital, the chilling words "acute myeloid leukemia" echoed in their ears.

For Parents, it felt like the world had stopped. How would they cope? Their son was only 12 years old, and the thought that he had cancer was unfathomable. They educated themselves about AML, learning that children with this type of cancer often face a tough fight, and the road ahead would be long and challenging.

After discussing treatment options with the doctors, the family agreed on a plan. Jamal would start chemotherapy immediately. The very thought of her son undergoing such intense treatment broke mother’s heart. She held back tears, trying to keep a brave face for Jamal. Together, they packed a bag for his hospital stay, making sure to include his favorite comic books and a stuffed bear for comfort.

As the weeks went by, the reality set in. Jamal experienced various side effects—nausea, hair loss, and fatigue. Yet, through it all, he maintained a positive attitude. He often smiled and joked, saying, “At least I get free ice cream from the hospital!” While those around him felt anxious, Jamal made it a little easier for everyone by focusing on the small joys.

Jamal’s illness affected the entire family. His parents often found themselves overwhelmed by hospital visits, treatment schedules, and the emotional toll. Mother had to take a leave of absence from work, leaving finances tight. They were fortunate to have some support from relatives, but there were days when the stress felt unmanageable.

His father would take shifts at the hospital, trying to balance work commitments with being there for his son. “Every day is a new challenge,” he confessed. “But we have to stay strong for Jamal.” They learned to lean on each other, finding strength in their love and dedication to their son.

Every few weeks, the family returned to the hospital for checkups and more treatment. They had begun to understand the medical jargon and routines, but uncertainties still prevailed. There were discussions about blood counts, remissions, and what would happen if the treatment didn’t work as planned.

Jamal faced each hospital visit with peace, even when things were tough. He wore colorful hats to cover his bald head and made friends with other young patients. Despite the grim circumstances, they managed to share laughs, stories, and, at times, tears.

The family also learned to find joy in small moments. Family game nights became a tradition, even if it was just with cards at the hospital. Mother started a journal to document their experiences, both the good and the difficult, and she encouraged Jamal to share his thoughts and feelings.

As of today, Jamal is still undergoing treatment, but he remains hopeful. The road ahead is long, and he knows AML is a tough opponent. However, Jamal has proven to be a fighter. He dreams of going back to school, playing basketball with his friends, and living life to the fullest.

As Jamal continues to fight his battle, his story serves as an inspiration—a heartfelt reminder that, with courage, hope, and the support of family, one can face even the greatest challenges.

Lots of prayers for young Jamal and his family, may Allah make their future easy. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Saturday, November 9, 2024

Warriors and Survivors - 186

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 186


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 


In a small, brightly colored room at the Children’s Hospital, a five-year-old boy Usman Ghani sits on the edge of his bed, with lots of innocence in his eyes. Born with the joyous spirit, he often finds joy in the little things—a wooden toy truck, colorful markers, and the sweet sound of his mother’s voice. But lately, his life has taken a challenging turn.

Usman was diagnosed with Ewing Sarcoma, a rare and aggressive form of cancer that primarily affects bones or soft tissues around the bones. This diagnosis came after persistent pain in his left shoulder had forced his parents into hospital and doctor visits and sleepless nights filled with worry. 

When the sad news was delivered, it felt as if time stood still for his family. There was no preparation for this moment; it was a storm they never saw coming.

His mother, Fatima, recalls that day with a heavy heart. “The doctor’s words echoed in my mind, ‘Ewing Sarcoma.’ I had heard about cancer, but my little boy—how could this happen?” She fights back tears, shaking her head in disbelief.

For Fatima and her husband, the emotional toll of the diagnosis was overwhelming. The “what-ifs” and “whys” swirled in their minds like a thunderstorm. They experienced a haunting blend of fear, sadness, and helplessness, emotions that often surface like waves on a stormy sea. The couple spent many sleepless nights, holding each other close, whispering words of comfort, and searching for strength they never knew they had.

Beyond the fear for Usman’s health, they had to accept the reality of treatment—chemotherapy, surgeries, and the daunting road ahead. Each time Usman had another visit for treatment, his parents would brace themselves, heartened only by their shared love. “We take it day by day,” his father, Ahmed, says softly. “For Usman, we have to be strong.”

Usman, in his own little world, often takes things in stride. Children have a remarkable capacity to adapt and show resilience. During his treatment, while bearing his pain, he found solace in his favorite cartoons, and the joy of playing with his stuffed animal, Mr. Bear. His laughter often lightens the atmosphere in the hospital room, bringing smiles to the faces of the anxious nurses and tired parents.

Usman’s family has found tremendous support from an unexpected community. The hospital staff has not only been his caretakers but also his champions. From the doctors who explain treatments with patience to the playful nurses who engage him with games, they have created a nurturing environment that fosters healing beyond just physical treatment.

As Usman continues his treatments, each day brings new challenges. There are tough days filled with nausea, loss of appetite, and the ache of being confined to a hospital room. Yet amidst it all, there is an undercurrent of hope that fuels his parents’ determination. They know that Ewing Sarcoma has no easy answers, but each positive moment, each smile, and each little victory is a step towards healing.

Usman's battle with Ewing Sarcoma is just beginning, but with every passing day, there is a glimmer of hope—a reminder that light can emerge from the darkest of days.

Lots of prayers for young Usman and his family, May Allah make their future easy. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, November 1, 2024

Warriors and Survivors - 185

Warriors and Survivors - Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 185


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 


In every hospital, behind the sterile walls and the beeps of machines, live the heartwarming stories of resilience, hope, and sometimes, deep sorrow. Today, we remember a young boy named Asad, who bravely fought against T cell Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia (ALL) but unfortunately lost his battle too soon.

Asad was just seven years old when his life took a sad turn. Initially, he was a lively child, full of dreams and laughter. He loved playing cricket with his friends and was known for his playful spirit. But as time went on, his parents noticed he was getting tired more quickly than usual. After several visits to the doctor and some tests, they received the news that would forever change their lives—Asad was diagnosed with T cell ALL.

T cell ALL is a type of blood cancer that affects white blood cells. The diagnosis was a  shock for his family, and they were pushed into a world filled with hospitals, treatments, and a language that felt foreign. Many nights were spent discussing options, undergoing chemotherapy, and battling the side effects that came with it. 

For two long years, Asad dedicated himself to fighting this illness. He went through countless chemotherapy sessions, reluctantly took medication, and faced each day with bravery in his tender age. His parents kept their faith, celebrating every small step forward—every time he felt better. 

However, the realities of this difficult disease and its treatment began to weigh heavily on Asad’s weak body. Complications arose that no amount of courage could fight. Infections, a common risk in children undergoing chemotherapy, surfaced. Despite his physicians’ care, Asad developed a severe complication that led to his swift decline.

Asad was admitted to the ICU, surrounded by the beeping of machines. It was a place filled with heavy emotions—hope intermingled with fear. His family, heartbroken yet hopeful, sat by his side, holding his hand and speechless. Asad would open his eyes just a little wider, as if recognizing the warmth in their silence. Those moments were gold, sustaining his family as they walked this heartbreaking path together.

This had become a heavy battle for Asad. His precious spirit began to fade away. He peacefully slipped away, surrounded by the warmth of his family’s love. It was a moment none of them was truly prepared for, yet one that came in silence, marked by an overwhelming sense of loss and sorrow.

Asad’s life, although cut tragically short, left a profound impact on everyone around him. His family, friends, and even the medical staff who attended to him. I still remember his last day in ICU. In their grief, Asad's mother decided to honor his memory by raising awareness about T Cell ALL and advocating for better support systems for families facing similar challenges. 

Lots of prayers for young Asad and his family, May Allah make their future easy. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, October 25, 2024

Warriors and Survivors - 184

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 184


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 




At just twelve years old, Jazib is not like most kids his age. While his friends are busy playing video games or riding bikes, Jazib is in and out of hospitals, fighting a disease that has shaken his family to the core. Two years ago, he was diagnosed with Hodgkin’s lymphoma, a type of cancer that affects the lymphatic system, part of the body’s immune system. After undergoing rigorous treatment that included chemotherapy and radiation, Jazib went into remission, bringing a sense of hope and relief to his family.

Unfortunately, in the spring of this year, a follow-up scan brought devastating news: Jazib’s cancer had returned. The term "relapse" is very heavy one, filled with uncertainties and fears. For a family already worn down by the previous years of treatment, this news felt like a punch in the gut. Jazib’s parents, struggled to comprehend what this meant for their son. They had envisioned a future where Jazib would be back to his normal life, doing all the things he loved, such as games and school projects. Instead, they faced a new round of battles.

Jazib’s relapse has taken a toll not just on him, but on the entire family. Parents find themselves constantly swaying between hope and despair. They attend doctor appointments, research treatment options, and engage in endless discussions about the best course of action for Jazib. Each day is filled with varying emotions; some days they talk about plans for the future, while other days are shadowed by fear and uncertainty.

Jazib himself is remarkably strong for his age. He often puts on a brave face, trying not to worry his younger sister, who loves her big brother. Yet, there are moments when the weight of his illness becomes too much to bear. Jazib has started to express the sadness he feels: “It’s not fair,” he said during one of his treatments. “I just want to be like my friends.”

After discussions with his medical team, Jazib is set to undergo a different treatment plan that includes a combination of chemotherapy and targeted therapies. These new methods aim to attack the cancer more effectively while minimizing side effects. This latest approach brings a glimmer of hope to his family, yet it comes with its own set of challenges.

Even though the thought of more treatment is daunting, Jazib understands that this is part of fighting back. He feels a sense of determination rising within him—to not only fight for his own health, but also for his family. They have rallied around him, creating a support system that is stronger than any medicine. Family love and care, and even simple moments spent together remind Jazib that he is not alone in this fight.

One of the shining lights during this difficult time has been the support from their community. Neighbors and friends have organized meals, fundraisers, and small gatherings to lend their support. These acts of kindness not only help take care of some of the logistical burdens but also help Jazib and his family feel a sense of belonging.

Children in Jazib’s school have created cards and messages to uplift him, showcasing the innocent love and support that only young hearts can provide. It reminds Jazib that while the road ahead may be long and difficult, he is surrounded by people who care about him.

Though the situation remains challenging, the love and unity within Jazib’s family and community give them strength. Each day is a new chance for Jazib to fight, dream, and live. His story is one of resilience, a testament to the power of family and friendship in the face of adversity. Jazib shows us that even in tough times, hope can shine through, reminding us all that love and support can help conquer even the darkest days.


Lots of prayers for young Jazib and his family, May Allah make their future easy and may he recover smoothly and quickly. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, October 18, 2024

Warriors and Survivors - 183

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 183



I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 


Life took an unexpected turn for a young boy named Ahsan who was always full of energy and laughter. Ahsan was known for his love of playing cricket and his passion for drawing. However, his life changed dramatically when he was diagnosed with Acute Myeloid Leukemia (AML), a type of blood cancer that affects the bone marrow and blood cells. We shall explore Ahsan’s journey, the challenges he and his family faced, and the importance of support during such difficult times.

Let’s talk a bit about AML first; Acute Myeloid Leukemia is a complex disease. Unlike other types of leukemia, AML progresses quickly and can be challenging to treat. It occurs when the bone marrow produces abnormal cells that crowd out healthy blood cells. This leaves patients vulnerable to infections, anemia, and bleeding complications. The treatment for AML typically involves chemotherapy, and in some cases, a stem cell transplant may be necessary.

Despite the advancements in medical science, AML remains a difficult disease to diagnose and treat for many children. According to the American Cancer Society, the prognosis varies based on several factors, including the specific type of AML and the child's overall health. This unpredictable nature can be daunting for families, as they navigate not only the medical aspects but also the emotional toll the disease takes on their loved ones.

Ahsan’s journey began when he started experiencing unusual fatigue and frequent bruising. Concerned, his parents took him to their family doctor, who ordered blood tests. The devastating news came a few days later: Ahsan had been diagnosed with AML. The world as his family knew it crumbled in an instant. Fear and uncertainty filled their home.

Ahsan's parents struggled to absorb the weight of the diagnosis. They quickly learned about the aggressive treatment plan that would follow. They faced many difficult decisions and had to navigate a complex healthcare system while balancing their other responsibilities.

The initial phase of Ahsan's treatment involved several rounds of chemotherapy. While the medical staff did their best to explain the process, Ahsan was only eight years old. This meant numerous hospital visits, needles, and long hours spent waiting. The hospital became a second home for Ahsan and his family, with daily routines disrupted and normalcy fading away.

One of the hardest parts of treatment is watching Ahsan endure side effects like nausea and fatigue. He went from being an active boy to feeling weak and tired, and the once vibrant flicker in his eyes dimmed. Ahsan often wondered why he had to go through this, while his parents struggled with the emotional burden of seeing their son in pain.

The family found themselves grappling not only with Ahsan's health but also with financial burdens. They faced challenges in maintaining their jobs while attending to Ahsan's needs. As much as they wanted to stay positive, the harsh reality of their situation often clouded their spirits.

Through it all, Ahsan's family leaned on each other for support. They learned the importance of open communication, sharing their fears and hopes. They organized family meetings to check in on each other’s emotions and offer encouragement. This approach fostered a sense of unity amidst the storm. 

As Ahsan moved through treatment, his family found small ways to bring joy into their lives. Art and creativity became a source of strength for Ahsan, allowing him to express his thoughts and feelings through drawing.

Ahsan’s journey with Acute Myeloid Leukemia is ongoing, filled with both challenges and hopes. While the road ahead is uncertain, his family continues to nurture their bond, drawing strength from one another as they navigate this experience.

Lots of prayers for young Ahsan and his family, May Allah make their future easy and may he recover smoothly and quickly. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, October 11, 2024

Warriors and Survivors -182

 Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 182




I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 



Life in small towns is often guided by the rhythm of nature and the quiet perseverance of its people. Families work hard to make ends meet, relying on local resources and community support. Yet sometimes life throws unexpected challenges that test the whole family. Today we have a story of a 7-year-old boy, Ali, who is facing his life’s hardest challenge —cancer.

Ali, a cheerful child, loved playing cricket with his friends and spending time with his younger sister. However, over a few months, he started feeling unusually tired and often complained of body aches. His family, initially attributing this to the common childhood ailments, decided to consult the local physician.

The physician suspected it as cancer and referred Ali to tertiary care hospital for final diagnose. Ali’s family lived in a modest house on the outskirts of their town, where every day was a struggle to provide for basic needs. His father, a farmer, could barely earn enough to support his family on good days. Now, faced with the overwhelming disease and expenses, the parents were worried. The journey was not only about distance but also about financial limitations. With every passing day, the pressure mounted.

Ali’s family decided to seek treatment in Lahore. They managed to gather the required funds through the help of relatives and well-wishers in their community. With a heavy heart and a glimmer of hope, they packed their belongings and set off on the treatment journey.

For Ali, the hospital was overwhelming, both exciting and intimidating. The doctors made the final diagnosis in a week and initiated the treatment protocol later, which included chemotherapy sessions that would stretch over several weeks. 

It is the third week of his treatment, though treatment is free in this tertiary acre hospital and the medical staff is supportive and caring but there are so many expenses that need to be taken care of, when one family member is hospitalized. His father is staying with some relative until Ali gets his treatment, mother takes care of Ali in hospital. 

Back home, the community is rallying around his family. Villagers contributed whatever they could to help with medical expenses. This support proved invaluable and provided his family with the strength to continue. They are also taking care of the rest of the children and Ali’s grandmother.

The stories of love and kindness reached Ali during his treatment, nurturing his resolve to fight the illness. He would often tell the doctors that he wanted to go home and play cricket again. 

After two cycles, Ali’s family could finally see the possibility of returning home, not only with their son but also with a newfound sense of strength and resilience. The experience taught them the importance of community support and unwavering love. Ali still has to go for a long way for his treatment. 

The journey of Ali is not just about battling leukemia; it’s about life, strength, and the bonds that hold us together. As he continues his journey to recovery, Ali’s story inspires many, resonating far beyond the boundaries of his small town in Punjab.

Lots of prayers for young Ali and his family, May Allah make their future easy and may he recover smoothly and quickly. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, October 4, 2024

Warriors and Survivors -181

 Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 181


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 



Bilal's Journey: A Brave Fight Against Leukemia

Just few months ago, a bright-eyed 13-year-old boy named Bilal was full of dreams. He loved cricket, spent hours playing video games with his friends, and was known for his infectious laughter. However, his laughter dimmed when he noticed a small swelling behind his right ear. It seemed minor at first, but Bilal's parents decided to visit the local hospital where he was treated.

The Unfolding of Symptoms

Initially, doctors diagnosed Bilal with a minor infection. They excised the swelling and prescribed medication, assuring the family that he would be fine in no time. For a few weeks, it seemed they were right. Bilal returned to his usual activities, enjoying cricket matches and spending time with his friends. Yet, during what seemed like a peaceful interlude, his body began to send alarm signals that couldn't be ignored.

One evening, he developed a fever that persisted for days. Along with the fever, his parents noticed that the swelling behind his ear had not only returned but had grown, accompanied by new swelling in his lymph nodes. Concerned, they took him back to the hospital, where doctors conducted a series of tests. Within a few days, they received the news that would change Bilal's life forever: he had been diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia (ALL).


A Journey to the Children’s Hospital

Hearing the diagnosis felt like a punch to the gut for Bilal and his family. Moments turned into hours as they tried to digest the news. Determined to provide the best care for their son, they were soon referred to a specialized children’s hospital known for its expertise in pediatric cancers.

At the children's hospital, Bilal met many other sick children, a contrast to the somber reality of his diagnosis. The doctors explained his condition in a way that made sense to Bilal, helping him understand that he was not alone in his fight. They outlined a treatment plan, which included chemotherapy—a word that filled many with fear, but for Bilal, it became a symbol of hope.

The Start of Treatment

Bilal began his chemotherapy treatment soon after his admission. He received his first two cycles of chemotherapy, finding solace in the fact that these treatments could help eliminate the cancer cells. Though he was filled with apprehension before each session, his spirit remained resilient. The hospital staff quickly became familiar, taking care of him not just medically, but emotionally as well.

Bilal understood that his body would face challenges during treatment. The side effects often left him fatigued, and he suffered from moments of nausea. Yet, through it all, his spirit shone bright. He embraced the little victories each day brought. On days when he felt well enough, he played video games with friends who rallied to support him, either visiting or connecting virtually. His friends promised him that once he was better, they would have a grand soccer match in his honor.

Keeping Hope Alive

As he continues his treatment journey, Bilal holds on to hope. His family stands by his side, offering him love and support during this challenging time. They have learned the importance of resilience, cherishing every little moment, and finding joy even in uncertainty. Family game nights have become a cherished tradition, and Bilal often shares laughter over silly jokes that uplift them all.

Bilal’s story serves as a reminder of the strength that lives within each of us, especially during tough times. Although his journey is far from over, he faces each day with courage, knowing that every step forward—no matter how small—counts. His dream to play cricket again, under the sun, with all of his friends, remains alive.





While Bilal’s battle with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia is filled with challenges, his unconditional hope and determination inspire those around him. With each session of chemotherapy, he fights not just for himself but for the love of his family, the laughter of his friends, and the precious dreams that lie ahead. In this journey of bravery, Bilal teaches us all that even on the darkest days, the flicker of hope can light the way forward.

Lots of prayers for young Bilal and his family, May Allah make their future easy and may he recover smoothly and quickly. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, September 27, 2024

Warriors and Survivors - 180

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 180


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 



In the small city of Sahiwal, lives a brave 10-year-old Eman Fatima. Her’s is a story of resilience, hope, and the challenging journey faced by many families in developing countries when confronted with childhood cancer.

Sahiwal, known for its agricultural richness and historical significance, is home to nearly half a million people. Among them is the Fatima’s family, who like many in the region, struggle to make ends meet in a country where access to advanced healthcare can be limited, especially for those with modest means.

Eman's journey began with what seemed like ordinary growing pains. Her parents, hardworking farmers, initially dismissed her complaints of leg pain as part of childhood. However, as the pain persisted and intensified, their concern grew. In a society where medical knowledge is often limited, and superstitions can sometimes overshadow scientific understanding, the family's path to a diagnosis was challenging.

The family's first stop was the local practitioner of general medicine. When he was not successful in alleviating Eman's pain, they turned to the city's government hospital. From here, they were referred to a specialist in Lahore Children hospital for her specific symptoms.

The journey to Lahore, the nearest big city with advanced medical facilities, was a significant undertaking for the family. The five-hour bus ride, expensive by their standards, marked the beginning of a series of tests and consultations. It was here that Eman was diagnosed with Ewing Sarcoma, a rare type of bone cancer that primarily affects children and young adults.

The diagnosis was devastating. The family grappled not only with the medical implications but also with social perceptions. However, the love for their daughter superseded all other concerns.

Treatment for Ewan Sarcoma is intensive and expensive, but it was free in hospital. The family had to travel frequently or make a living arrangement for Eman's chemotherapy sessions in Lahore. Every three weeks, Eman and her mother would make the long journey to the city, staying with distant relatives to save on accommodation costs.

Throughout her six chemotherapy sessions, Eman showed remarkable courage. Despite the physical toll of the treatment, she maintained her bright smile and love for reading stories, a passion she shared with her grandfather. 

The community in Sahiwal rallied around the family. Neighbors helped with household chores when Amina was away with Eman, and the local mosque organized fundraisers to support her treatment. This sense of community, deeply ingrained in Pakistani culture, provided a lifeline for the family during their darkest hours.

Now, after completing her initial round of chemotherapy, Eman faces an uncertain future. The cancer has not fully receded, and further treatment is necessary. The family, having exhausted their financial resources due to traveling and having to bear the cost of more tests, is seeking help from cancer support organizations and generous donors.

Despite the challenges ahead, Eman remains hopeful. Her dream is to become a doctor, inspired by the care she received. "I want to help other children like me," she says with determination in her eyes.

Eman's story is not just about a battle with cancer; it's a testament to the strength of the human spirit, the power of community, and the urgent need for better healthcare access in developing regions. As she continues her fight, Eman Fatima from Sahiwal reminds us of all of the resilience of children facing cancer and the importance of supporting families in their most challenging times.

Lots of prayers for young Eman  and her family, May Allah make their future easy and may she recover smoothly and quickly. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, September 20, 2024

Warriors and Survivors - 179

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 179


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 



Imagine a parent waking up one day and noticing that their child, full of energy and laughter just weeks ago, has become tired, pale, and prone to bruises. This is often the first sign for many parents that something is wrong. For Sarah, a lively 6-year-old who loved playing with dolls and spending time with her friends, life changed drastically when she was diagnosed with leukemia.

Leukemia, a type of cancer that affects the blood and bone marrow, can strike suddenly and without warning. Sarah’s parents were devastated when the doctor delivered the diagnosis. What started as unexplained bruises and frequent fevers had turned into something they never expected—a life-threatening illness.

Leukemia can be overwhelming for adults to comprehend, let alone a 6-year-old child. Sarah was confused by her sudden trips to the hospital and the many unfamiliar faces of doctors and nurses. She didn’t understand why her energy seemed to vanish overnight or why she had to stop going to school and playing with her friends.

One of the biggest challenges Sarah faced was the rigorous treatment regimen. Chemotherapy, a common treatment for leukemia, was an entirely new experience for her young body. Her parents tried to explain that the medicine would help her feel better, but the side effects were tough. Sarah's hair began to fall out, and she felt sick and nauseated after her treatments. She didn’t understand why the medicine that was supposed to heal her made her feel so weak.

Sarah’s once-constant energy was drained, and there were days she could barely get out of bed. This drastic change in her routine was hard for her to handle. For a child who loved running around and exploring the world, being confined to hospital beds and staying indoors felt like a cruel punishment.

Emotionally, Sarah’s journey was just as challenging. At 6 years old, children can’t fully grasp the concept of life-threatening diseases, but they do know that something is very wrong. Sarah became frustrated and sad, missing her school and friends. She would often ask her parents, "Why can't I go play outside?" or "Why do I have to be in the hospital so much?" It broke her parents' hearts to try to explain this to her in a way that wouldn’t frighten her even more.

There were moments of fear, too. Sarah saw other children in the cancer ward, some better, some worse. It was confusing and scary for her to see children with similar illnesses going through painful treatments or not making it out of the hospital. Every day was an emotional rollercoaster for Sarah and her family, with good days filled with hope and bad days filled with uncertainty and fear.

For Sarah, every day is a battle, but she fights bravely. We pray that Sarah be able to receive her complete treatment in the best of her health and that she recovers smoothly. We pray that warriors win soon. Aameen

Lots of prayers for young Sarah  and her family, May Allah make their future easy and may she recover smoothly and quickly. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, September 13, 2024

Warriors and Survivors - 178

 Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 178


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 


Twelve-year-old Mehr un-Nisa was having fever and generalized body weakness for a month. Her weight loss was easily visible, an energetic young girl changed a lot in just a few weeks. Her parents got worried and decided to have her complete health checkup. Mehr un-Nisa had many diagnostic tests in a couple of days and when final diagnosis arrived, it was terribly shocking for everyone. 

Mehr un-Nisa was having acute lymphocytic leukemia (ALL), news of cancer diagnosis is one of the worst news ever. Her mother almost fainted, her father was sad, and little Mehr did not have any clear idea about her future with this cancer diagnosis. 

After this sad news, family took some time in deciding about her cancer treatment. Mehr un-Nisa was referred to Children’s hospital, it was even more difficult as the family was from Bahawalnagar and having a cancer treatment from another city seems like a bigger nightmare. It meant that the little girl had to take a long break from school and the parents needed to travel frequently and had to have long stays in hospital. 

Mehr un-Nisa’s treatment has been initiated, she has received her first chemotherapy session and it’s a long way to go. She is trying to be courageous, but she is scary seeing many other children in oncology unit. 

Mehr un-Nisa and her parents are trying very hard to have her treatment done but no one knows how long it will take exactly as the warriors get tired if the battle goes longer. 

We pray that Mehr un-Nisa is able to receive her complete treatment in the best of her health and she recovers smoothly. We pray that warriors win soon. Aameen

Lots of prayers for young Mehr un-Nisa and her family, May Allah make their future easy and may she recover smoothly and quickly. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, September 6, 2024

Warriors and Survivors - 177

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 177


 
I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 

Zaisha had just turned three  when she became unwell, two months before the diagnosis of Pre-B ALL (Leukemia). It became apparent that she had red spots all over her body and she became very weak.  Parents taking her to hospital frequently and finally, within few days, a biopsy was undertaken. Then, they heard the unthinkable news. They family had a feeling that their entire world had collapsed, end of their family lives. 
It took them almost two or three days to come back to their senses and think and plan what to do and how to do it. So, after discussion from family physician, parents took Zaisha to Children’s hospital Lahore. Zaisha and family belong to a town Tandliawala. The medical pathway seemed straightforward at first glance. After a series of tests again Zaisha was put on the chemotherapy plan. This involved nine rounds of chemotherapy with planned reviews (scans) every three rounds and a probable operation (resection) after the first scan.
After one rounds of chemotherapy, Zaisha went for first scan. The feedback was limited but worrying – apparently, no change. This was first wake-up call. They received only very vague updates from the hospital. Shrinking the tumor was crucial for planning the resection. Unsatisfied, they sought a private review. Within a few days, they had a detailed review of the imaging, which showed that the tumor was indeed shrinking – this was the news they needed to hear.
Zaisha’s chemotherapy is still going on, she has due 6 more chemotherapy rounds and it is a lot for a three-year-old weak child. Her mother is continuously by her side and father’s heart is with her little daughter. Elder children are worried and restless with the frequent travelling and absence of their parents from house. 
We pray that Zaisha be able to receive her complete treatment in best of her health and she recovers smoothly. 
Lots of prayers for young Zaisha and her family, May Allah make their future easy and may she recover smoothly and quickly. Aameen
Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.

Friday, August 30, 2024

Warriors and Survivors - 176

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 176


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 


“Before his diagnosis in September 2023, 9-year-old Taha was a fit and healthy kid, who loved his toys. After several months of Taha telling me he couldn’t breathe, doctors found a large tumor on Taha’s chest that revealed Taha had B-cell leukemia. The tumor covered Taha’s chest, and it pressed on his lungs, and that was what was causing him difficulty breathing.” His mother reported.

Taha’s mother, is one of thousands of families across country whose lives have been turned upside down by their child’s cancer diagnosis. We know families are forced that one parent must remain available 24/7 to care for their sick child. But for single parent families like Taha, the emotional, physical and financial strain is beyond imagination.

The financial stress was and still is a huge burden. One year later Taha is still on treatment and struggling to get by. Being a single mother there had always been only one income which is no more since the start of treatment. Either she can be by her child or go to earn. 

If she is not earning, they don’t eat. But how does one choose between being by their child’s side or earning money? So, for four to six months, they had zero money coming in. 

It’s a very scary situation to be in and risky for child’s treatment as well. No one can ever be prepared for something like this, friends and family leave gradually. Such families need support and financial help along with cancer treatment of their child. 

Taha is still in treatment, and he still has another year to go, needing a lumbar puncture and starting another round of chemotherapy and steroids again.

The unexpected costs associated with cancer can build up, whether it’s taking time off work, having to give up other life responsibilities and work completely, traveling to hospital or having to rent somewhere closer to hospital. Taha’s mother is going through a lot. 

There are no such arrangements officially that children and families like Taha can be helped financially. There are some donors or social workers who help these patients’ individually on need basis, but the problem is bigger than this and should be managed properly in order to save these souls.

Lots of prayers for young Taha and his mother, May Allah make their future easy and may his disease never come back. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, August 23, 2024

Warriors and Survivors -175

Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 175


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 


Ali started learning to ride his bike when he got flu. Parents took him to child specialist, and she diagnosed pneumonia. In a follow up appointment, doctor felt his chest was not right and there was a swelling on his chest.

Physician sent Ali and parents to emergency. The x-ray showed that the whole of Ali’s left side of his chest was whited out, possibly due to a buildup of fluid, and Ali was admitted to daycare.

In day care, more blood tests were performed, and the results had come back abnormal. Later doctors came to tell parents that it was looking like leukemia.

There was a big mass in Ali’s chest that was visible in X ray. This mass was affecting his breathing, and he had pneumonia-like symptoms. Ali was later transferred to the pediatric intensive care unit. Further testing confirmed the diagnosis as B-cell acute lymphoblastic leukemia . The news terrible, how can an apparently healthy child be diagnosed with cancer within a day? It was hard to engulf this truth for family. 

Over the next year and a half, Ali underwent a total of 15 procedures. Treatment consisted of steroids to shrink the mass, and 5 rounds of chemotherapy to kill the cancer in his blood and bone marrow. Initially he was too sick to bear surgery to place a central line through which medications could be administered, he required multiple cannulas, something very traumatic for a child.

But all the suffering and hard work paid off, Ali’s bone marrow biopsy came back showing no sign of leukemia and he was declared in remission. 

It was not an easy journey though. Family life was disrupted by treatment. Family was living a very chaotic life. Everything was on hold except Ali and his treatment. After a long and hard time the family now has started to see the end of the tunnel. 

Ali still has ups and downs with his treatment and follow up visits, but he is preparing to go to school. Ali and his family are very optimistic about Ali’s future, fearful at the same time that his disease never comes back. 

Lots of prayers for young Ali and family, May Allah make their future easy and may his disease never come back. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


Friday, August 16, 2024

Warriors and Survivors -174

 Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 174


I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 


Erum was just eleven months old when she was admitted to Children’s Hospital. She had been, unwell for a couple of weeks so her parents took her to hospital and later had to admit her for timely treatment. A scan revealed a tumor in her chest so large it was pushing her tiny heart and lungs to one side.

Within few days she was admitted in the Intensive Care Unit and they had to put her on life support because she could no longer breathe without aid.

Her parents had waited for eight years for Erum to arrive in this world. Now they were told by the physicians that Erum may not survive. The condition of the parents hearing this news is beyond words. Poor mother wanted to take the cancer away from her child and she would have taken it on herself rather than see her suffer as she did. 

Erum was in a critical condition. She went on chemotherapy but after two weeks, the tumor showed no signs of responding. In fact, it continued to grow bigger. Nothing seemed to be working, and time was running out.

Her tumor biopsy was subjected to detailed analysis and her parents’ consulted physician and seeing the biopsy report they decided in a meeting that they will start her treatment with another regimen. After couple of weeks, her treatment was initiated again, and this time Erum was responding to treatment. It was with prayers of her parents and hard work of her physicians and nurses that Erum was responding well and there was a hope for her life. 

 Within four weeks, the cancer had shrunk to a point where Erum could be taken off life support, and within six weeks she was moved out of Intensive Care. Erum’s parents couldn’t believe the amazing results — they had a feeling that their little girl was coming back. No words could express their gratitude.

Today, Erum is better than before, she still has to undergo more chemotherapy cycles. So far, she is responding well to the treatment and there is quite a hope that her tumor will be treated completely with the treatment. Her parents are praying for the day when they will have the news that Erum’s tumor is gone, and their daughter is off treatment for good.

Lots of prayers for young Erum and family, May Allah make their future easy and may her disease never come back. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.


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