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Children Cancer Stories by Rukh Yusuf - Blog # 189

I am Rukh Yusuf, Clinical Pharmacist, also specialized in Total Parenteral Nutrition and Bone Marrow Transplant. I have been working in the Pediatric Oncology unit of a public hospital for several years. The mission of this blog is to bring to you the real-life stories of child patients suffering from cancer. Cancer is still a difficult disease to handle and treat. However, when it strikes the children, some so young that they cannot even speak, their agony is beyond expression and words. Let us pray especially for children suffering from cancer for early and complete remission. May Allah shower His Merciful Blessings upon them. Aameen. 

Zain is only three years old, poor lad only knows the walls of a hospital room and the sterile smell of antiseptic. Diagnosed with Pre-B Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia (ALL), his life has become a constant battle against sickness.

Before his diagnosis, Zain was like any other toddler, crawling around the living room and pointing at everything he found interesting. His laughter was contagious. Families would often gather in the park, and his parents took joy in watching him play with other children, sharing toys and giggles. But that blissful life changed drastically last year when Zain began feeling unwell. What they initially thought a viral diarrhea quickly spiraled into endless doctor visits, tests, and the heartbreaking news of cancer.

Zain’s diagnosis came as a devastating news not only to him but also to his entire family. His mother, Sarah, recalls the day they received the news with an aching heart. “It was as if all the air was knocked out of us,” she says quietly. “We could hardly comprehend what the doctors were telling us. A three-year-old shouldn’t have to hear that he has cancer.”

With Pre-B ALL, Zain's immune system is compromised. He often experiences fatigue and extreme weakness due to the treatment. After multiple rounds of chemo, his body requires time to recover, but that recovery comes with its own set of challenges.

Zain’s days are filled with medical jargon, hospital visits, and unfamiliar faces. One of the hardest aspects for Zain is adjusting to an NG (nasogastric) tube due to his inability to take nutrients orally. This small tube running from his nose to his stomach is vital for his survival, but it also serves as a constant reminder that he is different from other kids his age. The soft, playful world of toddlers has been replaced by feelings of discomfort and confinement.

The emotional burden of this illness extends beyond Zain. His parents often wrestle with feelings of helplessness and fear. They try their best to maintain a positive environment; however, nights filled with worry gradually turn into sleepless nights. The financial strain of medical bills adds to their stress, leading to difficult conversations about how to provide for their family while ensuring Zain receives the best care.

Zain's siblings, though young, feel the weight of the situation. They often tell their parents they miss their little brother's playfulness, and they long for the days when life was uncomplicated. 

Despite the immense challenges, Zain's family has found strength in their community. Friends and extended family have rallied around them, helping with meals, watching the other children, and providing emotional support. They have also connected with other families facing similar challenges, finding solace in shared experiences and the reminder that they are not alone in this fight.

“There are days when I feel like I am losing hope, but then I remember the strength of the people around us,” Father explains. Their unwavering support acts as a lifeline, giving them the courage to face another day.

For now, Zain may be confined to beds draped in white sheets, but his spirit shines brightly. His family’s love continues to battle alongside him every step of the way. Each day may be a struggle, but within those struggles lies an unbreakable bond and an unwavering hope for a healthier, brighter tomorrow.

Lots of prayers for young Zain and his family, May Allah make their future easy. Aameen

Lots of prayers for all sick children to recover quickly and never experience their illnesses again. May they lead happy and healthy lives once more. Aameen.